I have the intention of making my own memoirs, my only

problem is a chaotic and dyslexic mind.

I was told that a blog is the most effective way to

bring together scraps of PAINTED scribbles made through my life and try to see if they

add together to make something cohesive.

I was born

and now I am in my 60`s   

in between those two events   me becoming and me being, I have tried in

different ways to keep a journal or even to take notes relevant to what I was

thinking at the time, all done to make sense of a fragmented existence. I am

sure there is a diagnosis for my lack of will power apart from laziness and just

plain being thick, but I can’t find one.